Realizing the bitter sweet reality of world after high school is depressing yet comforting at the same time. The thing is life sucks unless you’re really smart and can go to school for free or have responsible parents that can pay or get you loans. Your just get pushed out into a world that has little to no mercy for the young. Your life is flooded with bills and regret and wishing you could of done better when you had the chance. Your friends fade and move or just drop you for reasons your too late to fix. Your parents and siblings bring out the “I told you so” while still trying to discipline or treat you like you’re 15.
I sometimes regret or take advantage of moving out so soon. But I make my own rules now. I pay for everything, I work hard and, I’m making something out of my life. I had to cut corners, friendships, budgets and much more. I can feel myself maturing and becoming an adult its just going to be hard and stressful.